Archive for December, 2009

An overly generous Christmas gift from my Goddess

December 28, 2009

It turns out that Ms Lee did allow me a Christmas morning gift and allowed me the freedom to masturbate. However, in her unpredictable and overwhelming fashion, she added a unique twist to this generous Christmase gift. She instructed me that starting on Christmas Eve, I was to masturbate for her every day, as often as possible, until she instructed me to stop.

That was four days ago and she still has not instructed me to stop yet. At first it was quite enjoyable and exciting to be allowed to masturbate like a naughty teenage boy. However, Ms Lee expects me to not stop just because I am satiated. I am to continue masturbating for her pleasure, no matter how difficult it becomes.

Today is my fifth day of non-stop masturbation for the pleasure of Ms Lee and I can assure you that it is no longer for my pleasure. It is very difficult to produce any semen at all any more and it is not at all fun. I have no idea when Ms Lee will instruct me to cease and I will have to continue until she does.

Riding the chastity roller coaster

December 20, 2009

My Goddess has recently been putting me through a wildly varied set of experiences that has left me feeling like I am on a roller coaster ride.

As you can read in my Thanksgiving post, Ms Lee ended my record setting (40 days!) period of chastity with a marathon session of masturbating as often as I could for four days straight. I came eleven times over those four days and was left feeling completely spent.

My next chastity period was a mere three days long, at which time my Goddess allowed me to produce two days in a row (once each morning). At this point I was so drained that I didn’t think I would be able to masturbate again for weeks.

That turned out to be all too true, because Ms Lee has not allowed me to produce at all for the last 17 days. And of course I have no idea when she will allow me to do so again, which is quite maddening. I am tempted to beg her for permission, but the last time I did so she threatened to severely extend my chastity if I ever dared to ask again.

So here is a summary of the roller coaster ride I am currently on:

1) I started out on this roller coaster ride with a record setting climb of 40 days in chastity for the pleasure of Ms Lee.

2) She then teased me by allowing me to over indulge in a masturbation marathon of four days, followed shortly after by another two days of ejaculating. I would have to say that this was the peak of my roller coaster ride.

3) I am now heading down from the peak of my ride, currently 17 days into an extended chastity period. I have no idea how far down Ms Lee will take me and I am very concerned that she may choose to match or exceed the climb I took up to the peak of my ride.

The only thread of I hope I have is that Christmas is approaching. Do you think there is any chance my Goddess will allow me a Christmas morning gift?

Ms Lee’s Chastity Sleeve

December 6, 2009

I have had a few inquiries regarding the chastity sleeve that Ms Lee requires me to wear, so I thought I would describe it for those who are interested. Obviously the purpose of Ms Lee’s chastity sleeve is to keep me chaste for her pleasure. She has always prohibited me from touching myself without her permission, but I was still able to enjoy unrestricted erections. Over time we had discussed chastity devices, but all the commercially available devices seemed too bulky for daily, full time wear.

Then it occurred to me that it might please my Goddess if I made a custom chastity device to wear for her, one that wouldn’t show under my pants. It turned out that she was quite pleased and now requires me to wear her chastity sleeve every day, all day.

I crafted her sleeve from a rectangular piece of denim that encases my penis from the base to the tip, only allowing the head of my penis to show. I sewed it into a tube that is small enough to prevent anything close to a full erection. Since the material can stretch, it is quite comfortable to wear all day. To prevent my greedy penis from stretching the material enough to gain an erection, I added three chains that I fashioned from keychains (lamp pull chains would work the same), one at the base, one near my penis head and one in between. These are very effective at keeping my erections in check.

There are no locks involved – I wear Ms Lee’s chastity device for her pleasure and wouldn’t dream of taking it off without her permission. She doesn’t need this device to keep me chaste, the purpose of it is to prevent me from even enjoying an erection without her permission. I am allowed to remove it to shower, but otherwise I am required to wear it all day long without exception. I use baby powder to help slide it on, and also to keep things clean and dry.

I have found Ms Lee’s chastity sleeve to be quite effective in binding me even closer to her will and authority. She now has complete control over my pigmale desires.